Friday, July 1, 2011

Life is calling? Okay, I answered about 9 months ago...

Peace Corps motto: "Life is calling. How far will you go?" My response: I don't know Peace Corps, you tell me.

PC Updates:
06/13/11 - Received a call to confirm completion of my medical review.

06/24/11 - Receipt of email soliciting my updated resume.

 06/28/11 - Receipt of email stating that I will not likely receive an invitation to serve until June 2012.

Specifically, this email stated, "Recent events, specifically the federal budget resolution for this fiscal year as well as projected budget realities for next year, have had a significant impact on current Peace Corps’ operating plans. A result has been significant reductions in the number of Peace Corps Volunteer assignments to be filled for the remainder of 2011.  As a result of these adjustments, there is a strong likelihood you will not be placed in a program until June of 2012."

This, of course, is devastating to me. I had my heart and mind set on leaving in the fall and starting this chapter of my life - but I'm not down to feel sorry for myself. I have too many blessings in my life to let that happen.

Still, I have this itch to keep busy and make use of my time so I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT remain idle until 2012 waiting for Peace Corps. Potential plans are to continue consulting for Booz Allen, work on "quantifying" my Spanish fluency with the College Level Examination Program (CLEP) test, and prepare to study for the Graduate Management Admission Test (GMAT) over the course of the next 4-5 months. In terms of my career, I'm still interested in foreign affairs, diplomacy, agriculture, social innovation, and international development. Hopefully, I can find a project at Booz Allen or identify some opportunity that will bring me closer to my passions.

Outside career stuff and on the bright side, I'm flying to Costa Rica with Josie in approximately 24 hours!! I'm super excited and it'll be amazing to getaway, unwind, and explore a new place (considering making Costa Rica the subject of my next blog post). Plus, this is a nice treat for us after the many sacrifices we both made to make some significant milestones, along with our 25th birthdays in July. Hopefully, I'll come back rejuvenated with a fresh head and clearer idea on where to go from here.

On one last random note, I recently saw the Conan O'Brien Commencement Speech at Dartmouth. It was surprisingly good - a mix of satire and inspiring words. One thing he said that was deep and really stuck with me, "One's dream is constantly evolving, rising and falling, changing course." Still not being 100% on where I'd like to lead my life, this wisdom brings me some solace.


Hasta la proxima,
Wil

Monday, June 6, 2011

Life on Hold

... except it never is, "... it goes on". It has been just about SIX whole months since Peace Corps received my medical package. I've been pestering my medical review POC incessantly who, in turn, is determined to give me a different story every time I contact her office.

It's disheartening to say the least. Their negligence and disregard for my application makes me think twice if Peace Corps is the right path for me.

An excellent article published by the Boston Globe, Peace Corps: What is it for? , highlighted some criticism from former PCVs on the organization after 50 years since its inception. My desire to affect positive changes forces me to question whether Peace Corps is the right medium. There are obvious benefits gained having the support of Peace Corps to pursuit international diplomacy, cultural exchange, and promoting prosperity for those less fortunate in developing nations. Yet, this same organization makes the application process painstakingly long and inefficient to the point that less patient and very much qualified candidates will pursuit other endeavors or answer to other of life's ambitions and callings.

I'm afraid that I'm getting close to that threshold now. Finishing my Masters of Engineering and being a strong candidate for promotion in this assessment cycle at work, I'm SO damn hungry to take life to a new environment. Some options I'm strongly considering:

-Business school
-Military (again for the millionth time)
-Joining a non-profit that I'm passionate about
-Traveling to South America on my own
-Moving back to NJ to keep close to the people that inspire me the most

 I've been applying pressure to the Peace Corps medical review personnel. As a result, just last week it was confirmed that they "started" the review of my physical. (-_-)

 One conundrum that I'd like to share of this review process:
-Email dated February 8th from the Education Placement Office, asking me if I am willing to move up my departure date so I can get a non-guaranteed placement into a program leaving in June. This was not an option for me and I respectfully declined their offer.
-Email dated March 9th from the SAME Education Placement Office, asking me the same exact question and threatening to withdraw my candidacy because I "supposedly" never replied to their first email. I cordially replied back and attached my original response. The Placement Officer apologized for the confusion and promised to take care of my file.

They've made it very hard not to be cynical about this situation and writing about it just makes me want to vent even more... a big part of me just wants to move to Ecuador and get some needed clarity. Unfortunately, student loans payments will start in November. It's a weak excuse but one nonetheless. One of the biggest benefits PC has is their student loan deferment program. It certainly makes getting away to serve for two years a bit easier.

I promise to continue to explore options and come up with a brilliant alternative option soon enough, unless Peace Corps decides to bring peace to my life and give me an invitiation already!

Here's to hoping I can publish a good news story next time.

~Wil

Friday, June 3, 2011

Blog? What blog? Oh right this one.

I've fell off the wagon big time. As life will have it, other priorities have taken precedence. I've been doing a lot of reflecting lately though. I'll give an unnecessarily long-winded update this weekend on life and my thoughts.

Cheers!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Happy New Year!


Okay, so maybe not so much but as far as the Chinese calendar is concerned... HAPPY NEW YEAR! To our brothers and sisters on the other side of the world, it is now the year 4709 - not 2011. Arbitrary numbers as far as I'm concerned. Anyways, I've been horrible to keep this thing updated. I'd like to make it my goal of updating this on a monthly basis. Maybe twice if I can be so diligent and organized with time!

So few things I want to share. First, my newly attained professional certification:


As of December 30 2010, I'm officially a certified Associate Systems Engineering Professional (ASEP). Hoping to bring this bad boy to the negotiating table when my promotion and salary raise are to be discussed!


Also, I donated 1 WHOLE pint of blood for the first time on 02 Feb in front of my building. I had a miserable day at work and really felt the need to lift my spirits. What better way to do that than to save 3 LIVES!? Haha... I also gave it on behalf of my alma gemela as she falls a few lbs below the min. weight requirement and asked I do it in her stead. I'm glad she did.

I'll definitely do it the next chance I get. However, I'll make sure to have a fridge stocked with food and fluids. I've felt shitty the following day and half since I (stupidly) ate and drink the absolute minimum. It's important to replenish and get back to homeostasis!


On a random note, my buddy Laura Fox (shown in previous post with Johnny) came back to DC! She's a cool, free spirit that I had the pleasure to live with for a few months in 2010. I always seem to learn something interesting (or whacky) around her and we always have a chill time so I'm glad she made a pit-stop before embracing her next journey.

PC Updates:
  • 03 Dec 2010: Medical Packet Received
  • 10 Jan 2011:  Medical Packet Completed and Delivered
  • 26 Jan 2011: PC Office confirmed receipt of my Medical Packet
These three bullets do not do justice in explaining the highs and lows of this process. I jumped through boundless hoops to get all my forms filled out - numerous medical, psychological, dental, and orthodontic exams, along with two vaccines and approx $400 in bills. After all was said and done, more than 30 pages had to be copied for my own records prior to mailing everything out (neatly and in order).

Two weeks later, I receive an email stating my application status has been updated - AH!


What could it be? ... They "received my medical packet".

Really, Peace Corps? Build me up... for that? It's good to know but I suppose I was foolishly hoping for more. And so now, I WAIT. Impatiently that is... to hear if I'm medically cleared and can work with a placement officer for an official invite.

    That's all for now. Life right now is mainly busting my butt with my final three grad classes to get my Master's in Engineering Mgmt w/ Summa Cum Laude, developing a strategic communications plan for my client at work, and sprinkling some social activities to enjoy good people/times. =D

    Much love and empowerment in 2011!

    DC Noodle w/ Fox and Walker

    Monday, November 29, 2010

    Thanksgiving Wrap-up

    What a great break for the Thanksgiving holiday! Three items I want to discuss in this post:

    1) Philadelphia Marathon


    On Sunday, November 21, I ran my first marathon! Ahh! My nerves were crazy up until race day. I took a bus to Philly the day before and crashed at my old roommate's apartment she shares with her husband. I actually met with some old friends from college who were in town that evening too, got to bed pretty late (midnight roughly), and could not go to sleep for the life of me. I must have had only 5 hours of sleep.


    At dawn, I made my way to the starting line and joined 23,000 other people participating in the race. In the course of four months of training, I've endured illness, injuries, and a black toenail. All ailments that are common to the endurance runner - these risks are accepted when a person decides to train for and run a marathon. Regarding injuries, I've had minor ones like a "snapping" Achilles' tendon caused by overtraining and numb feet from what I presume to be tight socks and running shoes. My most pressing injury, however, was inflammation/frictional stress of my iliotibial band OR "IT Band Syndrome". It occurred during a Sunday long run about 5 weeks prior to race day. It was debilitating, significantly slowed down my pace, and stopped me from running for a few weeks. It scared the heck out of me. My physical therapist helped me with some exercises I could do to loosen the IT band and cleared me to run the marathon - yet to proceed with caution. She warned that any sharp pains should not be ignored and that I could potentially tear a muscle/tendon along my left hip and leg.
     

    With all that baggage, I embraced the challenge along with the crowd of other courageous folk all running for different reasons and causes. I was in so much PAIN my last few miles but the Philly crowd cheering gave me a bolt of energy to push through. For the record, running brings me a lot of joy. I find solace in my runs as it's an outlet for any angst I might have and I enjoy my moments of reflection. Joining running groups here and there can also be fun too since no one person should spend too much time with their own thoughts! I'm also the type who appreciates activities that deliver health benefits so that positive reinforcement has its psychological influence too.



    The picture below is me taking my first ice bath. It SUCKED. Your muscles breakdown during a marathon so to ensure speedy recovery and prevent sustained muscle inflammation and soreness, it's advised that elite athletes and even regular joes (like yours truly) have an ice bath a few hours after pushing themselves to new physical limitations. Multiple buckets of ice and straight "cold" water is in the bath tub. My spine and arms were very much clenched and frozen in that position for the duration of the 12 minute ice bath.
    Now, one might wonder - why? Why would you do this, you fool? I find myself defending my motive behind this often, especially to my family. To be honest, as painful as this whole ordeal was - it was one of the most gratifying experiences of my life. Visualizing a goal, making a training plan, working towards it for months, and  finally accomplishing it feels wonderful. It's a great boost to my self esteem and gives me the sense that I can accomplish anything else I set my mind to. I've also inspired people close to me to run and even that is a reward worth celebrating. I finished in 4 hours and 25 minutes - which is at a 10 minute 6 second per mile pace. I plan to train to get my time down (and qualify for the Boston Marathon), inspire more runners, meet some cool people, and raise money for a charity the next time I race.

    2) PC UPDATE - Nominated (check)

    The day before Thanksgiving, I received an email that confirmed my nomination as a Peace Corps Volunteer!! I was and still am ecstatic. I'm missing plenty of details from my recruiter (i.e. region location, program selection, training requirements, etc.) but good news is good news. I plan to call the recruiting office tomorrow to see if any more information can be shared. Also, I will patiently wait to receive my medical review packet so I can make my best effort to expedite what I expect to be the most laborious part of the Peace Corps application process. We shall see...



    3) Happy Thanksgiving

    Thanksgiving is indisputably my favorite holiday. I think its a wonderful tradition to bring those that I hold close to my heart together and attack some unsuspecting, delicious food on the table. As with every year, I made my run to Monteleone's Bakery to pick up their amazing pumpkin pie. I should have kept it to one dessert since it seems that the cheesecake I got stole the show from the annual pumpkin pie. :-(

    I also picked up a game called Taboo for a post-eating activity. My family and I divided into Team A and Team B - or better put the "A-Team" and "Team Booty", which was really guys vs girls, respectively. Team Booty won best out of three. Taboo was a lot of fun and made the post-eating part of our gathering pretty entertaining. I think this game will be a new holiday favorite for us.

    Jim Gaffigan, a comedian, tweeted - "I’m thankful that we are only mandated to be thankful 1 day a year. Can you imagine being grateful year round?" It does seem silly to have the basis of this holiday revolve around dedicating one day to be grateful but I still appreciate it nonetheless... I mean two government work days off? What can make a working man more thankful? Haha! 

    Seriously though, as I always am, I'm thankful for the overall good health my family and friends have and the abundance of love and amazing people I have in my life. Thank you so very much! 


    Tuesday, November 16, 2010

    Life Up to Now


    [02.28.09] - Attended StartingBloc's Institute for Social Innovation - crossed paths with my first Returned Peace Corps Volunteer (RPCV) and learned a ton about social development and the "triple bottomline". It gave me a good deal of insight into various efforts within the non-profit, private, and government sectors to provide services to improve lives of others. I became very much romanticized with Teach for America, Peace Corps, and non-profit work during this conference.


    [05.21.09] - Graduated with honors from Stevens Institute of Technology with a Bachelors of Engineering in Mechanical Engineering and a Graduate Certificate in Project Management. One of my proudest moments and milestones in life. Stevens is an excellent school and has a reputation to produce innovative engineers and business leaders. In fact, Leon Febres-Cordero, former Ecuadorian President, was a Stevens alumn and left a favorable impression on me of the opportunities Stevens could provide. I made so many good friends, endured a challenging/rigorous curriculum, and matured so much during my time there. Check the pic below to see how BEAUTIFUL the campus is - right across NYC.



     [08.31.09] - I left my beloved NJ to begin my career with Booz Allen Hamilton (BAH) in DC. It was crazy to be out on my own and move to a place where I didn't know anyone. Luckily, DC is a cool place and it was easy to make new friends.
     My experience with this firm has been outstanding. I've learned a lot about consulting and had the opportunity to work with two different clients: Veterans Health Administration and the Air Force Civil Engineer. I've always wanted to join the military (and a part of me still does) so I appreciate the work we've done to support our veterans and airmen. Work can be a drag but it helps to think about the broader cause. Of course, getting paid a decent salary doesn't hurt either!

    .... but working is so different from school. I knew it would be but I've had my growing pains. The hardest part of it all for me - UNCERTAINTY. My first few months were hard to cope with because I no longer felt I had an absolute destination. College, like any experience, is different things to different people. Yet, for those that persevere, the graduation and degree is the final exit of any academic career. Now what was my destination? Where was the structure? What was the plan?

    I came so close as to signing up for the Army National Guard to do something meaningful and potentially give me an edge within the defense market as a BAH consultant. However, it felt rushed and I'm too calculated to jump into any commitment.

    [01/19/10] - Attended Peace Corps Information Session ... the thought about Peace Corps peaked my interested and I made an impulse decision one day to get some more info and hear from RPCVs. Hint/spoiler: I'm going somewhere with this... and there was a reason why I highlighted the RPCV I met at StartingBloc.

    [03/08/10] - Initiated PC Application... it felt right so I started.

    [09/26/10] - Completed PC Application: As mentioned earlier, I'm too calculated to jump into any commitment. I spent a lot of time speaking with my family, mentors, and closest friends about this and determining the rationale for committing to a 27-month long service to the Peace Corps. I have a couple of personal reasons that I don't care to share all here but, overall, I think it'd be a once in a lifetime chance to do something adventurous and meaningful. I love working with people and dedicating my efforts to a grass roots project for the international community seems noble. The application process is pretty extensive but my hesitation was the reason why it took months for me to complete it. 

    Application elements:
    • Two essays - motivation and cultural adaptation
    • Three letters of recommendations - work, volunteering, and personal
    • All your business! Language proficiencies, resume, transcript, geographical preferences, volunteer work, etc.

    [11/02/10] - Received a phone call to confirm my PC interview with a recruiter for nomination.

    [11/16/10] - Peace Corps Interview! I was so anxious/nervous up until I went to the Rosslyn recruiting office. I did my best to be myself and be as genuine as possible - let's see if that helped! My interview was at 8AM and the recruiter was pretty friendly. All her questions for me seemed to be some form or iteration from the PC Wiki. We discussed what assignments would be a good fit and she felt that I could be a good science teacher (in Latin America!). She liked my strong academic record for all my science courses, as well as my tutoring and involvement with high school science/engineering projects. I can navigate comfortably within a classroom environment but I'm sure teaching science to a class is challenging, let alone in another language.

    My recruiter actually accused me of being "too modest" on my abilities and language proficiency. I tried to be honest and categorized my Spanish proficiency as limited. As defined by Peace Corps:

    Limited Language Skills
    • Oral Explanation - Able to handle most social situations, including introductions and casual conversations.
    • Written Explanation - Able to write elementary documents, such as completing limited work requirements that require no specialized knowledge.
    • Listen Explanation - Understands sentences in context, especially words referring to basic personal features, needs, and activities. Understands face-to-face conversations, short telephone calls, and media announcements.
    This was almost a show stopper for a tour in Latin America since it's the region of choice for a lot of applicants and Spanish is a common second language. Luckily, I was quizzed on the spot to hold conversation with another recruiter. I didn't stumble and both recruiters seemed to be impressed. If that's not enough, my recruiter said I may have to take a certification exam to "quantify" my proficiency. This is due to my limited formal education in Spanish. I only had two years in high school because that's what was available... and Stevens doesn't offer language courses. We'll see if she decides to give me a waiver on good faith of my abilities or make me take a test to qualify for the Latin American region (which I REALLY want). I'm hoping to hear good news and receive a nomination.

    Ultimately, this blog is to keep a log of my activities and progress with the Peace Corps application process. Should I receive an esteemed invitation then I hope to use this as a communication channel to keep my family/friends updated with life as a Peace Corps Volunteer.